I
hope Toad is ok. Hes done this before where he disappears but last time
he was gone this long he at least told us he was going to be gone. It
looks like he hasnt even logged on to his account for a couple weeks.
Hey Toad if your reading this please tell us youre ok? I was going to
make Toad-jokes but I dont even feel like doing that, I just want him
to say something so we know hes ok.
This might sound strange but
I been listening to the story about the little girls that were murdered
at that Amish schoolhouse in Pennsylvania today, and Im sort of angry
at God. I mean I know God doesnt have to explain himself to me, but
right now when I think about the little girls that were shot and also
about the ones that had to see it happen, things like "God has his
reasons" and "Its not for us to know" just dont do much for me.
I
know theres all kinds of horrible tragedies happening all over the
world every day, but sometimes a story like this one, that just seems
SO meaningless and vicious, I donno. I cant stop imagining how horrible
it was for those little girls. And I dont guess it makes much diff to
god that Im angry at him, but I am.
So I guess I hope God will give us some clue because right now Im feeling like hes missing too.
