I hope Toad is ok. Hes done this before where he disappears but last time he was gone this long he at least told us he was going to be gone. It looks like he hasnt even logged on to his account for a couple weeks. Hey Toad if your reading this please tell us youre ok? I was going to make Toad-jokes but I dont even feel like doing that, I just want him to say something so we know hes ok. This might sound strange but I been listening to the story about the little girls that were murdered at that Amish schoolhouse in Pennsylvania today, and Im sort of angry at God. I mean I know God doesnt have to explain himself to me, but right now when I think about the little girls that were shot and also about the ones that had to see it happen, things like "God has his reasons" and "Its not for us to know" just dont do much for me. I know theres all kinds of horrible tragedies happening all over the world every day, but sometimes a story like this one, that just seems SO meaningless and vicious, I donno. I cant stop imagining how horrible it was for those little girls. And I dont guess it makes much diff to god that Im angry at him, but I am. So I guess I hope God will give us some clue because right now Im feeling like hes missing too.