Been up all night with Patrick, he finally went to sleep. Yesterday in the afternoon I was trying to leave for the apartment with Patrick begging me not to go alone. I told Patrick it would be okay that I would probably not be long. Got to the apartment and listened outside the door to hear any noise from inside, didn’t hear anything so I thought it would be okay for me to go in. Go in the door everything was a big mess, my clothes all over the place, the door to Tim’s room is shut. I started to pick up my stuff, I brought a couple of garbage bags with me, all of the sudden I hear a noise coming from Tim’s room (well what used to be our room) so I cracked the door to see what was going on. Tim was laying on the bed, looks like he had lost 20 pounds, with several needles laying on the floor and on the nightstand next to his bed. He was laughing and said “Hello Bro” I was shocked to say the least! Tim I thought you were just smoking that crap I didn’t know you were slamming as well? “What’s it any of your business Jason, I have nothing to live for anyway” You have lot’s to live for Tim “Yea, like what you left me, I didn’t leave you” I left Tim because I could not take the drugs and now I come in and find you like this? “Jason it’s all your fault I could have stopped just for you” Everything that goes wrong in you life is my fault! “Just a minute Jason come over here (I was scared but felt I must go closer to see what he wanted, maybe he was at last crying out for help) So I went over next to him. He grabbed me by the neck and pulled me down with him on the bed, I tried to fight him but he was too strong I finally got away and he jumped up and came after me then I kicked him in that special place that will always bring a guy down to his knees. He was laying on the floor in a lot of pain (it’s not like me to do something like this) “You hurt me Jason” You tried to hurt me Tim! “I just wanted to be with you just one more time” I just came here to get some of my clothes Tim. “I knew you were going to move in with him (talking about Patrick I assume) Yes, I guess I am Tim “I need your help Jason, please help get me off this shit” I don’t know what to do for you anymore Tim “Well I need 300 bucks to help pay some bills” You don’t need money to pay the bills Tim, everything here is paid to the 1st. What you really need 300 bucks for is more dope am I right or wrong? He didn’t say anything so I knew it was true. I’m not giving you anything Tim; if you need food go ask Kate if you can get her on the phone because I cannot. “I’m not hungry Jason don’t you know anything you dumb ass” That’s it Tim lay here and die for all I care I’m going to get my stuff now and if you touch me again I’m going to call the cops. So he sat down on the couch as I started to get my stuff very fast grabbing my most favorite clothes and leaving the rest behind. “Jason please don’t leave me, I love you more than him” This isn’t love Tim you are using me, I’m done with you and Kate for that matter. “I never give you up Jason, I know where you work and I will find out where you live, you have not seen the last of me” Whatever Tim, why don’t you just go and con someone else out of their money so you can get some more dope.